They were silken, silvered wings that hung from iridescent ribbon and called Moiré’s name whenever she passed by. She would stop and watch them, helpless against their power to enchant her. Pressing her hands and face against the glass she would wish them into her life, but all the wishing in the world didn’t make them hers. They simply hovered just out of reach and teased her with each sparkle.
“You love those shoes, don’t you, dear?” Mrs. Gamble, the shop owner, asked.
Moiré nodded and mouthed the word, yes, unable to speak in their presence.
Mrs. Gamble smiled and sighed. “I remember my first pair…they were so beautiful I was afraid to put them on. I only wanted to look at them and then put them away so they wouldn’t scuff. But they do you know. They scuff and they split and eventually you have to get new ones. The first pair, though, they are special.”
Moiré looked up at Mrs. Gamble, a plump and cheerful woman, and couldn’t imagine her leaping and pirouetting across a dance floor. Even though she’d seen the pictures on the walls of the shop, seen the awards Mrs. Gamble had earned in silver frames and spied through the window sometimes when she held dance class. Moiré wished to be in Mrs. Gamble’s class too but she knew it was only a wish that would never come – just like the shoes, she could see but not touch.
“I have to go to school,” Moiré mumbled.
“All right dear, see you later,” Mrs. Gamble waved. And she would see Moiré later because after school she would come back and commune with the shop window to covet the shoes for a while before going home.
School was filled with geography, history, English and math but Moiré’s mind held only images of pink tulle and satin, bright lights and varnished planks that gave with each landing of perfectly pointed toes. Of music so grand that you could not help but dance, that you could not help but fly through rarefied air like petals catching the breeze on a summer’s day.
Teachers frowned and admonished Moiré’s endless daydreaming and advised she learn her lessons well. The day would come when the real world would expect her to earn her keep and be a good, productive citizen. Moiré agreed and tried to memorize the fifty states, the names of dead presidents and long division but the shoes were her destiny, somehow they would save her from the dreary future the grown-ups forecasted.
It was dark when Moiré returned home and long past the time she was expected. Mother was red and angry as she so often was. Moiré braced for the slap sure to come. “Where have you been you little mongrel?”
Moiré shrugged and went to the kitchen. “Just around. Are you hungry? I’ll make you some soup.”
“I don’t want any soup,” the mother monster growled. “Where were you? Mooning after those damn shoes? Again?”
Moiré opened the can of soup – plop into the saucepan, whoosh, the gas flame ignited. Carefully she filled the can with water and added it to the soup then stirred. “It’s cold, the soup will taste good,” she murmured. “I think we have crackers too.”
The beast calmed and Moiré served her soup and crackers and rubbed her tired feet. “I used to dance when I was your age.”
Moiré nodded, dark blue eyes fixed on the pattern in the worn rug. “Uh huh.”
“I was damned good too,” mother lamented. “But it broke my heart. It broke my heart I tell you.” A small whimper escaped the stern mouth that once was sweet and gave kisses freely. “I just don’t want you to get your heart broken, you see?”
Again, Moiré nodded but she didn’t see. Mother fell quiet and snored softly. In silent stealth, Moiré covered mother with a blanket and took the dinner dishes to the sink.
Too tired to do any more, Moiré went to her tiny room and locked the door behind her but did not bother to turn on the light. She undressed, carefully folded her clothes and placed them on the little chair by her bed, pulled on her soft blue nightgown, then crawled into bed. When she lay down her head something felt wrong. She reached under the pillow and pulled out a pair of old, worn ballet shoes – mother’s shoes. Her heart exploded into tears and smiles and little girl giggles. And she dreamed of the dance.
Christine’s shoes are walking here and Jess’s shoes are shuffling here.
8 thoughts on “Shoes – Theme Friday”
Oh jeez. You too Annie…fabulous. You guys have totally blown my mind this week. I love it. Absolutely love it.
Thanks sweetie – lol – at least nobody died in this one, eh? Oh the drama… 😉
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i loved this:
“…somehow they would save her from the dreary future the grown-ups forecasted.”
That’s what dreams are- the rescue from that drudgery. How many of us keep dreaming? i do, and feel stupid for it sometimes.
i liked the close so much. Not because Moire gets the shoes, even though i’m happy that she did, but because the mother’s old shoes explain a lot about the mother’s anger and bitterness, fills in her story.
We did good this week. i think though, i need to lighten up!
Yeah, lighten up, will you? LOL.
I enjoyed this one – this theme – and I was glad the Moire got mom’s shoes too.
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And a pox on those grownups, anyway. Once we get older, we stomp all over our own dreams well enough, thank you very much. (Sigh.)
For some reason, this made me think of the old song “Scarlet Ribbons.”
Wow, that’s a blast from the past. I vaguely remember that song. I suppose all my stories have a bit of an old fashioned feel to them – must be cuz I’m getting old? 😉
How appropriate. I read this two days after attending my 3-year-old granddaughter’s first dance recital. Tiny black leotard and tights. Tiny black ballet slippers. Sparkling tiara with pink feather trim. In her mind, she was Maria Tallchief.
I’m sure she was elegant. I always wanted to be a ballerina when I was a little girl. I still think about it sometimes.
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Another home run…or rather, to coin a dance phrase, a “Tour de Promenade,” as you turned from dreary dismay to heartfelt hope. Brava!
I liked this one too. I liked that mama gave her the shoes – it’s those funny little things that we do for one another that ends up meaning so much, isn’t it? Thanks for reading.
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-Fun read,and I love the pics-Betty
Welcome to my live dive and thanks – glad you enjoyed it.